I traveled to my family at the weekend because I was living in Jeddah to study and my family lives in other city 3 hours by car I arrived there and I did not tell my mother and my wife about the scholarship because I want to make sure before telling them. The next day, I met my father and told him about that to help me, because I was thinking, should I accept and go far away from my children and my family or I have to cancel that and stay with them. I was realy confuse, but my father told my " you have to finish this form and return it to your boss because this your opportunity do not lost it and I will support you and your family, go ahead".
At last, I decided to fill the form and submit to the department of English Language. After making sure of scholarship, I phoned my mother and my wife to tell them about that, when they heard traveling for a year they start crying and said we do not you to go over there, then I told them this is me first chance I have to go to improve my skills and I told my wife you will be with me after five or six months and you have to be patient and look after my children.
One day before traveling, my mother and my wife were very sad and crying but they still proud of me. In day of traveling I could not be patient and I stared cry because this first time I will leave all my family special my children for a long time. I saw my children off when they were sleeping because I can not see them crying in front of me and I went quickly. REALLY IT WAS HARD MOMENT UPON ME.